Up next: Another change in meds

Well, it’s been a few days since I’ve posted anything, mostly because I haven’t really had anything to say, but also because I haven’t had the energy. I’ve been sleeping so much the past few days; it’s all I can do to pull myself out of bed to log in for work. I’m not sure […]

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February 23rd, 2010 by "Alice"

Hibernating — and not from the winter weather

So things are still on the downward slope. I’ve been hiding out, hibernating in my apartment, which has been helped by the fact that I’ve been working the evening shift for the past couple of days, at home — which means I haven’t changed out of my pajamas in a couple of days. Until today, […]

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February 18th, 2010 by "Alice"

The Olympics make me cry

Nothing I write today feels worthy of posting to this blog. Just a lot of self-pitying whining. I’m in a bad place, and even the Olympic hockey didn’t pull me out of it. Although it was good to see Canada win, not that anything less was to be expected. Actually, the Olympics have made me […]

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February 16th, 2010 by "Alice"

So tired of all of it…

It’s been a rough few days. Birthday week didn’t end the way I was hoping it would. In addition to getting way too drunk on Friday and the inevitable Saturday hangover/depression, my iPhone was stolen when I was at the bar. Ah crap. Not only can I not afford to replace it (which is actually […]

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February 15th, 2010 by "Alice"

Proposing changes to DSM-IV

I haven’t really been watching the news lately. Actually, it’s been a long time since I’ve watched the news. This evening, when I got home from work, all I wanted to do was fall onto the couch and veg in front of the TV. But the sitcom reruns weren’t doing it for me, so I […]

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February 11th, 2010 by "Alice"

Changing meds, changing variables

Last night I went out with a bunch of friends to celebrate my birthday. I got quite inebriated, but luckily I had a good friend with me the whole night who made sure I kept drinking water so my hangover wouldn’t be too bad today. Other than being tired, I actually feel alright. We’ll see […]

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February 11th, 2010 by "Alice"

Bipolar people don’t like me

That was one of the Google keywords that led someone to this blog. Interesting, n’est pas? When I read that, I was trying to think of a way to relate it to a post here, but I can’t, so let’s move on. Today’s my birthday — yay! After yesterday’s low, I was hoping I would […]

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February 10th, 2010 by "Alice"

Low

So the evening has progressed the way I assumed it would, only worse. Not only can I not concentrate, now I’m in such a deep low that I just want to skip the exam altogether. I wish I had insomniac friends sometimes, so there would be someone to talk to at 2 in the morning […]

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February 9th, 2010 by "Alice"

Need some motivation… or just focus

How am I supposed to write an exam tomorrow when I can’t even read one question on the practice test? I’ve read it over and over and still can’t concentrate. I just nearly threw the computer out the window but decided that it would be much less expensive to just come here and vent some […]

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February 8th, 2010 by "Alice"

A preview of things to come

So today’s been a preview of how I imagine I’ll be feeling on Sunday.  That is, hung over. I went out last night with one of my oldest friends who just moved back into town. I told her we had to keep a two-drink limit on the night because I really needed to go home […]

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February 5th, 2010 by "Alice"