Two posts in one day. Must mean something, but what? Hmmm… I haven’t slept in a day and a half so this feels like a different day than when I wrote this morning? Maybe. Or it could be that I’m lonely and I want to talk but I can’t bring myself to call anyone and [...]

Well, I’ve been avoiding writing here for a few reasons — the main reason being a fear of putting my thoughts into concrete words. Because my thoughts have been far from positive these past few weeks. Nothing has really changed, except that I’m off work now so I have more time to sleep (or to [...]

In the past two and a half weeks (or so), I’ve reached new lows. That’s why I haven’t been writing here — I haven’t had the energy. I’ve been sleeping 12 or 14 hours a day, getting out of bed only because I have to work. It’s making me worried about what’s going to happen [...]