Archive for December, 2010

Another year in the books…

Well, obviously I made it through Christmas. On Christmas eve and on Christmas day, my mood started to fade towards the end of the evening. The worst part was on Christmas day. Mum was cleaning up in the kitchen and my brother and sister-in-law had gone to bed. Dad and I were sitting in the [...]

Friday, December 31st, 2010

Next steps are the big ones

Well, the past week has been pretty good. I know I managed to push myself into a high, and I’m just glad it’s lasted this long. I spent Friday through Saturday with my friend and her daughter, Saturday night with some friends and Sunday with my parents. And tonight I had a great dinner with [...]

Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010

Waiting

The past few days have been a bit of a whirlwind of visiting with people that I’ve been pushing aside for the past few months. It’s been nice — tiring, but nice.  Since I’ve been so down, especially lately, I thought I wouldn’t be able to handle it. But I’ve found that I can actually [...]

Thursday, December 9th, 2010

Sleep, sleep, smoke, sleep.

Well, my sleeping habits have taken a 180 degree turn. Since Sunday, I haven’t gotten out of bed earlier than 5 pm. I’ve been trying to sleep earlier in the evening, but even with the Seroquel, I can’t fall asleep before 2 am. The last three nights it’s taken me between two and four times [...]

Thursday, December 2nd, 2010