Sleepwalking… or something like that

Last night I didn’t fall asleep until almost 4 am. This morning when I finally managed to pull myself out of bed (after ignoring my blaring alarm clock for almost an hour), I came out of my bedroom to find… a clean apartment. Dusted, vacuumed, papers and crap organized. I raised an eyebrow and slowly […]

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June 2nd, 2010 by "Alice"

Barbara Streisand is my new social worker

Yesterday I met with my new social worker, Naomi. I’d prefer to call her Barbara, as she looks like Barbara Streisand without any makeup on — frizzy hair and all. She seems really nice, so I’m glad I don’t have to call up Dr. A and tell him that I don’t like her. We talked […]

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March 11th, 2010 by "Alice"

George Clooney will make it all better

I’ve been having a lot of ups and downs lately, all in the span of hours. Since I started upping the dose of the Effexor last week, I’ve been pretty depressed, but at the same time I’m able to get my shit done and get out of the house to get groceries and stuff when […]

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March 6th, 2010 by "Alice"

Need some motivation… or just focus

How am I supposed to write an exam tomorrow when I can’t even read one question on the practice test? I’ve read it over and over and still can’t concentrate. I just nearly threw the computer out the window but decided that it would be much less expensive to just come here and vent some […]

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February 8th, 2010 by "Alice"

A preview of things to come

So today’s been a preview of how I imagine I’ll be feeling on Sunday.  That is, hung over. I went out last night with one of my oldest friends who just moved back into town. I told her we had to keep a two-drink limit on the night because I really needed to go home […]

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February 5th, 2010 by "Alice"

On strike against stress!

I’m not sure why I’m stressing myself out so much over this stupid exam. I’ve been thinking about it, and it’s not like I need it – not the way an Investment Advisor needs it to be able to trade stocks and such. I’m only doing it to better understand the shit I have to […]

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February 4th, 2010 by "Alice"

Happy to be feeling happy

Today’s been a better day than expected. I woke up late, as usual, but for a good reason. Last night I really put my mind to it and got through three chapters of the CSC book — woo hoo! It also meant I didn’t sleep until after 3 am. But it was worth it. I […]

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February 2nd, 2010 by "Alice"